About writing

It is easier to read super thick books rather than writing a single paragraph.
I can spend hours dealing with unfamiliar words in an ebook that pops up on my laptop screen, writing and finding their meaning, even memorizing (some of) them. However, it is not that simple to write, simply just to write something on a blank page.
It is true that writing takes courage, a great deal more than just a skillful hand dancing on a piece of paper or wry mind that forms list of words. It is also true that, sometimes, my extremely high expectation on what I will write is killing my own strength to keep on writing. In fact, while I'm writing this down my inner critics keep yelling that my grammar is not right and that I can find better vocabularies to describe my thoughts.
I don't know for how long, but I determined to write everyday no matter how many BSs that I'm going to write, because sometimes those piece of shit writings is not bunch of shit writing at all, they are diamonds.


PS. So far, I've changed my blog's title three times already. I think I'm going to change it again and again until I find the right one.